angelic wind

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 20:49:02 GMT

There has to be something wrong with God! He would never... say that to me or anyone else! I miss Yami-sama... and my brother...

I don't want to go to war... I don't wanna die. Is it even possible for me to die? Am I dead already? I need a friend...

Fri, 26 May 2006 19:49:14 GMT

I think something is going on in Hell... The pain has eased so I can think a little more clearly, but still. It's hard to get real thoughts to flow through my already battered brain.

I can practically feel the hairs on the back of my neck rise! We need God! If the Devils are beginning to gather, shouldn't we?

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 22:51:56 GMT

Ow, ow, ow! I know I'm not the only one feeling this... but it hurts! I don't know what's even happening... Can someone help me?

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 02:18:07 GMT

It seems as if I'm not the only one with problems... Shizuka-san... I'm sorry that your eyes aren't getting any better. I wish there was something that I could do to help...

Ni-sama doesn't remember me... I don't know what to do! I want Ni-sama to be happy, but I don't know if he'd be happier remembering me or not...

[06]

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 23:38:46 GMT

I don't like it here! Yuugi-san is nice and everything, but it's not Heaven! If I really think about it though... Heaven isn't the greatest of places to be right now. Ni-sama is gone and Gabriel is after me for something that I can't say. If I had never heard him, everything would be fine and I could go back to Heaven!

For now though, I am stuck here, in Yuugi-san's cheerful room. I guess it could be worse... his toys are really fun, but I keep getting sick. He said that I could leave as soon as the barrier shimmered again, but when will that happen?

Yuugi-san is a little weird... He keeps silently talking to himself (okay, it only happened once, but it was still strange....)and making this weird face.

[05]

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 01:15:07 GMT

I went to see Yami-sama, he seemed sad...

When I was talking to him about these strange feelings, he did something strange... He was naked and we were really close, then he started touching me. His fingers were all over me and it felt so good... I asked him what he was doing and he said that he was just trying to remember how my body felt because he couldn't see me. His fingers kept going lower and lower and my face kept feeling warmer and warmer... What was he doing? Why did it feel so good? Then he stopped and said I had to leave...

Something is happening with my brother, and I think Gabriel knows what it is! He always acts like he is better then me even though he's only an Archangel! Anyways, Seto was asked to go the Angel Center today and when he went they told him he had to forget about me! I know the truth though, someone was talking to Gabriel the other day, someone I didn't know... I know everyone in Heaven...

I thought that things were going well and that me and Yami-sama were finally friends, but he's angry at me now... I know it's my fault for disregarding God, but I was just stating my opinion... I'm scared that we'll never speak to each other again... I don't want that, I really like him...

[04]

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 08:52:31 GMT

It's strange...

I've heard about Yami-sama many times before, but I never actually met him until now. He was different then I imagined, younger, nicer, ...colder. I thought he would be old, like the image you get when someone says Elder...

The thing that struck me about him most, though, was his voice. It was so deep and smooth. When he first spoke, I could feel the shiver travel down my spine. It was strange because when I got closer it just got deeper,and I really liked it...

I told him about what Wind has been saying to me and he gave what little advice he could, but to tell the truth, it was more foreboding then it was helpful... He asked me what Wind told me and when I told him exactly, I felt strange. It is consider extremely rude to speak of anything sexual in Heaven, so when I spoke of what the Demons would do, I was breaking that mannerism. He didn't seem to mind though, and if he did, he did not show it.

I promised him that I would visit again. he seems so lonely up there all by himself with only the hourglass for company... It made me want to cry and Wind pushed me away, towards the exit, I thought I really would start. The tears were forming, but I couldn't figure out why. I've never felt this way before, sort of tingly inside...

[03]

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:38:07 GMT

Ryou-sama, Yami-sama, Malik-sama... They all noticed the shift as well... Does this mean that we will once more go to war? Although I was not present for the first war, I have heard horrible stories... My power have not fully developed enough to fight, I can barely lift myself off the ground! I'm trying to get the hand of it and Wind is helping me as much as it can, but there's only so much it can do... I have to learn to control it on my own!

Ni-sama... I miss you. Where are you?

[02]

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 02:54:11 GMT

Heaven is a strange place. The people here pass by each other everyday, but act as if they see nothing. They do not exchange greetings nor do they wave, they just go about their way. It frightens me that Heaven has gotten so sad... I sit at my window, staring out into the vast light and wonder whether or not I should say something. I could easily bring it up at the next Angel meeting, but I do not think I have the courage. I always cower behind a stronger ally or a friend, I never just speak my mind...

To my surprise, my wings have not darkened. My thoughts have grow so dark that I thought that when I woke up this morning, that my wings would be pitch black... Malik-sama, do your wings glisten as brightly black on the outside as mine do on the inside?

[01] Breeze on the Wind

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 07:02:20 GMT

Something bad is happening... The balance is shifting, I can feel it. Ni-sama doesn't seem to notice, but the breezes tell me... They flutter across my cheeks and whisper in my ears. The devils are coming, God is gone, we are all coming to an end...